Flawed by design, something that’s passed it’s prime
washed up, composed of shattered nerves, i’m misaligned
trepidation, mutilation to my mind, downtrodden
so sick of being victimized
i'm riddled with unease
product of destruction, in need of a reprieve
Turmoil is all that seems to carry me
Problematic, i’m engulfed in agony
I feel this sadness take hold of me
comes in waves as I sink to dependency
Waiting for the emptiness to subside
but i’m stuck in this permanent decline
There could be no end to this misery
Mental weight a bitter pill that’s hard to sustain
Ball and chain to this infectious strain
Hopelessness shows itself again
Keeping me close to the edge
Suspended to all of my attempts
Telling myself that I should give in
I feel this sadness take ahold of me
comes in waves as I sink to dependency
Waiting for the emptiness to subside
but i’m stuck in this permanent decline